10 days~

Watched Avatar this evening with the aunt, uncle, bro and sis.

I LOVED it! Gonna watch it again when I get back to Singapore! =P

Did a bit of shopping after lunch at Coffee Terrace (man, I ate A-LOT!) today. Bought a nice, casual (black) top from Giordano, and I'm now thinking of whether I should get this other top I tried on from B.U.M. =) It's a 2-piece top, and it's 20% off! Grr... So tempting!

Okay, something tells me I'm gonna go back there and get it tomorrow morning. O_o

Had a nice dinner to make up for the crappy one yesterday... and my siblings, aunt, uncle and I had fun telling the rest of the family about how much we enjoyed ourselves (watching Avatar) even though we were seated on the 2nd row. Yeah, I had to tilt my head up to look at the screen most of the time. And the movie ain't very short. It was close to 2 and a half hours long! O_o Explains why my neck felt terribly sore after the movie ended. But hey, it was worth it!

Just had an ice cream sundae and 3 pieces of nuggets. =P Boy, am I full! 

Seriously, judging by the way I've been eating... 

*pause*

Put it this way, by the time I get back to Singapore, I won't believe anyone who tells me I haven't put on weight. =D

Tralala~

Sorry, momentary black out there... 

Hey, it's 12.30am right now so my brain's starting to malfunction. I-need-sleep!

Zzzzz~

It happens everytime,

oh it's magic when we meet,

Down on DreamStreet...

*winks*

So I'll meet you down on dream street. =D

11 days...

Blergh... I canNOT believe I'm in Genting. AGAIN!! It's the flaming 3RD time I'm here in 3 WEEKS! And quite frankly speaking, I'm sick of it. Like, seriously, in a "I-never-wanna-come-here-again" kinda sick.

Oh well, at least there's WiFi at Starbucks, or I really wouldn't know what to do with my time here apart from sleeping like a pig, which is what I have been doing ever since I came back from camp. O_o Mum reckons that all the family's seen of me this holidays is an energy-drained zombie who sleeps more than 12 hours a day, and still wakes up looking half dead.

My trip here to Genting hasn't been all that nice though. Dinner was crap, we had TWELVE people at the dinner table, but the servings they gave were only enough for 3 poeple max. The FISH, oh my goodness, the FISH, was no bigger than my palm! The funniest part was, when my aunt asked the "manager": is THIS it? For TWELVE people?

The woman had the cheek to reply: well, you only ordered ONE fish.

My dad was like: okay, next time, we'll order TWELVE fishes. (we burst out laughing at that one)

NOT, that there will be a NEXT time, of course.

I actually am quite tempted to post up some of the pictures we took during dinner, but the connection over here (Starbucks) is pretty wonky, so if you're feeling abominably bored, check out the album on Facebook here.

Thing about the family is, whether or not we're having a lousy dinner in some crappy road-side stall or a scrumptious meal in a fancy hotel restaurant, we still have fun talking and cracking jokes. =) It's moments like these that I miss most when I'm in Singapore. 

*sighs*

And to think I'm going back so soon... 

Oh well, I can always stalk my sister's blog for whatever's going on in the family. The girl posts almost every detail on her blog. O_o 

ANYWAYS, I'm just gonna stop here. The sis wants to use my laptop, so I'll update when err...

whenever I feel like it la. =)

MPYO Picture Moments...

Picture credits go to: Amelia, Lu Ee and Jebat.

The Tribe in K Gourmet, Prince George's Park Residences.

Clockwise from left: Chris, Dylan, Lu Ee, Jebat, me, James 
K Gourmet!

From Left: Lubat =P (Lu Ee&Jeb), Me
James and I

The Tribe in Singapore!

top row: James, me, Lu Ee, Andrew

bottom row: Chris, Annabel
Holland V after Singapore concert.

from left: Annabel, me, Eben, Adelyn, James, David
YST reception for MPYO
YST reception. Someone took all the cream puffs! ;P
Adelyn and I, enjoying our coffee.

I miss camp already! March, come quick!!!

So the Cat is Out of the Bag...

It's such a relief to not have to conceal anything anymore. I didn't think it would be difficult, but it hurt having to actually ignore what I really wanted to say/do. It hurt doubly more having to pretend not to know somebody. O_o

I'm glad that there's nothing left to hide.

Don't think we haven't noticed people talking about it behind our backs. I'm a bad actor, yes, but I'm not an idiot.

So, camp's over. Boy, I hardly felt like we actually went through it. Concert was just last night, but it already feels like it was a few days back. I don't feel like I've played in 2 concerts, hung out with friends for 10 days, gone to mamak twice... Time just flies by when you're having fun.

I was (again) room mates with Lu Ee, both in KL and Singapore. It's hard to believe that I've been in so many camps, and have been room mates with her since my first camp in PERMATA. Mosquito-infested PERMATA, which will be our next camping venue. O_o

I'm gonna miss Darby Park. 

*yawns*

I just woke up from a highly regenerating 4-hour nap. =D Hardly slept last night, *coughs* so yeah... Played Mafia till about 4am this morning.

Okay. Christmas dinner at my aunt's place now!!!

PRESENTS!!!!!!

14 days...

wuv you <3

Love You Like Crazy

Concert's in about 7 hours time. Practiced a little this morning...

Sleepy...

Could hardly fall asleep last night cause dear old dad *glares* was watching football with the volume level turned up. (My room's right behind the TV area) O_o I was tossing and turning till I couldn't stand it, decided to poke my head out of my room and tell him to turn it down.

 -_-;

Woke up at 8 to follow my mom and aunt to the marketplace. Had half-boiled eggs for breakfast!! And "Teh Si". Yumm...

Doing some Christmas shopping in KLCC later before rehearsals start. Alone. *sniff*

Nah, I told mom I wanted to get some things for the grandparents, aunt and uncle so... Yeah. Dunno if my siblings wanna come along... But that would mean them having to hang around KLCC with nothing to do whilst I'm in rehearsals, cause there's no way my parents are gonna come all the way to fetch them again.

See how... See how... =)

Right. I'm gonna go wash my hair...

Whee~

I can't tell you how else it would've turned out, cause I can't imagine what it'd be like for me without... yeah. I'm sorry if I led you on or anything. I really didn't mean to. Sorry...

How Do I Say...

How's that girl lookin'
pretty cool huh? I Think She's fine
너무 설레여 떨리는 내두손
가득히 맺히는 땀망울
마주보기 조차 힘든 나의사랑
그대 너무나도 사랑스런 모습

[혜성](Yeah~~ No no~ No baby~
Oh~~ Baby Oh Yeah~)
[신화]How Do I say I Like You
How do I say I love You

[민우]어색한 듯 침묵은 흐르지만
맘은 달라 가슴은 더 뛰고
터질듯 한 내 맘은 널 원하는데 Yeah
하지만 내 입술은 부끄러워

[동완]말 한마디 건네보지 못한 채
너의 눈만 빤히 바라보다
[혜성]떨리는 내 맘 너에게 들킬까봐
고만하며 고개 숙인 채 난

[신화]How do I say I like you Baby
[혜성]어떻게 이런 내 맘 전할까요?
[신화]How do I say I love you Baby,
[민우]I just want to love you Baby

[동완]그런채로 시간은 더 흘러가고
가슴속은 더 타들어 가고
어떤 애기든 너에게 해야만 해
이대로 너 일어설지도 몰라

[민우]말 한마디 건네보지 못한 채
너의 눈만 빤히 바라보다
[혜성]떨리는 내 맘 너에게 들킬까봐
고만하며 고개 숙인 채 난

[신화]How do I say I like you Baby
[혜성]어떻게 이런 내 맘 전할까요?
[신화]How do I say I love you Baby,
[동완]I just want to love you Baby

[전진](하~~ 어떻게 말을하지?
왜 이렇게 말이 않나오는 거야?)
이대로 시간이 멈췄으면
내가 좀더 멋진말을 떠올릴 수 있게
너를 향한 내속의 사랑
I Need You (어!) I Want Your Love

[에릭]잠깐 내말을 들어줘
조금만 있음 생각 날 듯도 한데
앞이 캄캄 이거 나 원참 (Slow Down)
무슨말을 할까? 가슴에다 묻어둔 말
I'm in love with You
목안에 맴도는 말은 아마도 It's you,
전할 수 없음에 그말 입안에 머물다
또 가슴안에 삼켜

[혜성]Baby!~ 사실은 너무 행복해
너와 마주 앉은 지금
Stay Stay 조금만 기다려줘
이젠 내 입술을 바라봐

[신화]How do I say 난 널 사랑해
[혜성]오랫동안 너만을 바래왔어
[신화]How do I say 난 너를 원해
[혜성]오직 내안엔 너 뿐인 걸
[신화]How do I say 난 널 사랑해
[혜성]오랫동안 너만을 바래왔어
[신화]How do I say 난 너를 원해
[혜성]이잰 니 맘은 말해줄래
나를 니안에 받아줄개

Translation:

Right there...

How's that girl lookin'? pretty cool huh? I think she's fine 

With a handful of sweat in my shaking hands 
It is heavenly to face each other, my love you are such a lovely sight

The silence passes by uncomfortably and my mind is unsettled, my heart is beating 
My mind is full to bursting and I want you, yeah, but my lips are shy

Without having to say anything to you, just watching your eyes 
until you notice my nervous heartbeat, I can only keep my head drooped 

How do I say I like you baby, how do I say what’s on my mind? 
How do I say I love you baby, just I want to love you baby

The time ticks by and my mind grows more crowded 
I have to tell you what’s on my mind, 

Without having to say anything to you, just watching your eyes 

until you notice my nervous heartbeat, I can only keep my head drooped

How do I say I like you baby, how do I say what’s on my mind? 

How do I say I love you baby, just I want to love you baby

(Ha~ How do I say this? Why won’t the words come out?) 

I want to stop time so I can make this sound better 
The love for you that’s in me, I need you (uh!) I want your love

Listen to me for a moment, if you just stay for a second, it’ll come to me 
My vision has become blurry (Slow down) 
What should I say? The words that are branded on my heart, I’m in love with you 
The words that are caught in my throat- It's you 
I can’t let out what I’ve been holding in my mouth and leave it in my heart 

Truthfully, I’m in utter bliss when I feel your warmth 
Stay, stay, wait just a while for me, read my lips

 
How do I say I love you, I searched for you for a long time 
How do I say I want you, you’re the only one for me 
How do I say I love you, I searched for you for a long time 
How do I say I want you, now will you tell me what's on your mind? 
Will you accept me?

Just a little something I haven't listened to for awhile. I may be majoring in (predominantly) Classical music, so sue me if I still swoon over nice, romantic Korean songs. =)

보고 싶어...

And the fun continues tomorrow~!!!

Back

In Singapore O_o

Okay so technically I'm supposed to be practicing right now, but I gave up after what... 25 minutes-ish?

*I can hear my mom screaming at me now* =P

I'm tired, alright? It's camp now, so I haven't been getting much sleep the entire week, which explains why I've got these huge-ass bags under my eyes right now, and I'm also conserving energy for the MPYO performance that's due to start in 2 hours.

Okay, maybe the "conserving energy" part is bullshit but

*rudely interrupted by James' call announcing the arrival of fellow MPYO members*

yeah, I'm tired.

Have to do a lil' socialising in about 20 minutes so I'm gonna stop here. To be frank, the only reason I decided to blog was because I had nothing else to do to kill time.

=D

This blog is SO dying...

The Epitome of Stupidity and Random-ness

It's a Sunday afternoon and I feel like posting up something superbly (stupid and) random =)

ayemischyew

I reckon I must have slept too much last night. Explains why I'm not functioning this afternoon. O_o My coordination's all effed-up. Was "trying" to practice earlier, but for some weird and unexplainable reason, my arms and fingers just wouldn't coordinate... I shall give it another shot later. 

Camp's tomorrow!!!

=D 

Oh what the fudge*%?!!&*@$?!!!!! I haven't packed yet!

*whistles*

Must-prac-tice....

Exhausted

I'm tired...

Really tired...

Now I'm REALLY wondering if I should've just...




You know what?

Nevermind.

Gonna go for camp on Monday...

We'll see how things go from there

Time...

I'm counting the minutes...

=D

Singaporeans will be leaving tonight. The Genting trip was fun... Went on rides I'd never get to go on if I went with my bro/sis. Finally, I'll be relieved of my tour guide duties...

And I can PRACTICE!!

I'll miss them though.

Ok, Guan Yu's the one who asked me to say that. =P

Oh dang, I should take a look at the MPYO parts later. =) Knowing me, with my abominably horrific sight-reading skills, I'd screw up ONE way or another if I don't prepare well. O_o

Driving to KLCC!!!

On a random note:

"Crash and Burn"

Savage Garden

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

LOOOOOOVE this song. =D